encouragement...Infertility

The reality that a baby will be in my house is hitting me! My bag is packed, the swing is up, the co sleeper is ready, i have baby clothes all around!! Its amazing. While absorbing the changes in my house, the eerie memory of what I had to go through and all the delays of infertility. The side effects, the constant let downs the emotional lows, uggghhh LUPRON, crept up. I am now glad I stuck to it, even when i wanted to give up, even when i began to accept I will never give my husband a child....... Its happening NOW. So I hope that many of you women who struggled like me or more than me, stay encouraged. God and Faith played a major part in this. While you have failed cycles, bouts of depression, emotional ups and downs due to the medication, needles, tender muscles, tender tummy from all the sub q shots..... that baby out weighs it ALL.

so where have i been?

So, I am almost due! I am 35 weeks! Cant even belive it. Now i can go on and pretend that I am having a uphoric experience but i would be lying. Everthing hurts my pelvic bones crunch. i cant lay on my side due to pain and I can go on but Im happy that I will meet my little girl soon! We are ready for her. Everything has been purchased and washed. I will post a professional pic soon! Yea also I passed that exam I was studying so hard for! I am finally a GRaduate nurse taking my state boards soon and i will be an RN. Been an LPN for 3 years and it was time to move to next level. I promised myself to update my blog at least once a week! I hope I can live up to it. Until next time, LAterZ....