Boom Boom Gear!

This woman is AMAZING my AUNTY ANNIE!! So proud that, this is my family this is where i come from. EDUCATED,Intelligent, WOMAN. FIlM Producer, Inventer, Writer, and everything else...... check this lady out No stopping her at all!!!

http://boomboomgear.wordpress.com/2008/01/02/american-inventor-season-3-june-27-2007/

I feel for her Sooo Much

So the search for her 7 year old nephew is over. They found is body in the truck. What kind of sick person does this? Why the hell did he take the boy from the house and kill him after the fact? Did he torture that boy in away? He belongs in hell. Sorry not very christian thing to say but that how i feel right now.......He mom,brother and nephew gone. What kind of wedding will she have with out her mother? Yes people loose their mom but right before an event that is supposed to be happy and joyus, HOW?.........((sigh)) I will definatly keep her and her poor sister in my prayers.

I miss my cousin,

I really miss him, my heart hurts so bad. We all grew up together closer than cousins more like brothers and sisters. I miss Marlon Bryan. WHen i found out that he didnt make it, i remember Feeling NUMB, just walking in the hallways of my school, everything was going in slow motion.

sanging and a swaaaangin.....lol

im putting this video of my self singing. HA im so frightend to let people see this but you know what.....I gotta get over it!!

THE ROLL OF THE MAN AT A BABY SHOWER.....

This morning my friend and I were talking about baby showers. Decor, spending budgets and the dynamics that make it all work. The most important part i believe should be understood is the ROLL of the Man who is having this baby.

1. sit down and shut up
2. sit down smile and shut up
3. carry large boxes
4. help clean up and carry large boxes to the car
5. smile for camera and rub the tummy.

It is not your day, all u did was poke around and the woman did the work. So your role as the daddy, is to smile sit down and shut up......... Lets not forget we mommies get celebrated once a year and usually the daddies are the play buddies of the kids making us mommies look really anal, when in fact we are just doing the motherly thing. So fall back relax, smile and shut up!

oh yea the daddy must get the mommy food and drinks and make sure she is comfortable. Why you ask? Because he is overjoyed that he has this beautiful woman that he loves oh so dearly, carrying a gift of life especially if she had a hard time conceiving, carrying, or just because.

Maybe you think I am wrong lol. Tell me, what is the roll of the Daddy at a baby shower for his child?

To live or Not to Live, that is the Question....

One of the most important things a Person should have are goals. Without goals what really is your purpose? Why are you getting up everyday? Sometimes I find a lot of people fall into this dead routine, where all dreams and aspirations disintegrate and they become living zombies. Work pay bills,work pay bills. If that is the case you might as well shot yourself, do you know realize that we are intellectual and spiritual beings? We feed of emotions, gratitude, music, life, and God!! So people please become alive...."start asking yourself where am I now?, is this all i want in life?, and What am i doing to get where i want to be?"...... LIVE LIFE, Truly define that.... Muuuaahhhh!

I have to Go and work on one of my goals right now! and that's studying to get an A on both upcoming exams!!!!

SOMTHING I HAVE TO DEAL WITH...........

The Strength to Cope
Lord, Give me Strength...
--To keep my cool when another period starts.
--To keep my chin up when a co-worker announces her pregnancy.
--To have a good relationship with my friend in spite of her ability to conceive easily and not be jealous of her.
--To endure my sister-in-law's comments about toilet training.
--To keep from crying when I see children begging on the roads.
--To forgive my doctor when he keeps me waiting for two hours for a consultation - and then can't remember my name.
--To make the right decision about treatment.
--To maintain a good relationship with my husband in spite of all this.

Source: FertilityCommunity.com

YEa its been a while............

So yes im finising up my RN yaaay, and I am busy like No other. Im enrolled in 2 different schools, work full time in pediatric pych, and the only day i dont have to be anywhere physically is SUNDAY. Everyday my nose is in a big heavy text book. Oh yea i have a 9year old who has lots of ''spunk'', and a husband a great, wonderful, husband who cant cook (LOL)...........so you might see days or even weeks missing but i will try to keep up. But i have some questions for you guys.........


1. Do you have 8 months of your monthly spending saved up?

2. What are you doing to make this situation our economy is in work for you?

3. Have your cut some corners? if so HOW?

4. How have you been affected?

PS....if you dont know by now YOU NEED TO STOP SPENDING LIKE YOURe RICH, if you cant buy it with cash for get it! and if you just graduated college and still live with your parents stay there as LOOONG as you can and save up every penny you make

IF you are EXPECTING as in BABY and YOU are a woman (single) and plan on quiting your JOB and really dont know how expencive a baby is..............THINK AGAIN

If you are a man and YOUR WOMAN is expecting and you dont have a JOB!!! FOOL go get a DAMN JOB and stop being a DAMN BUM......DO YOU SEE THE STATE WE ARE IN? its not going to resolve over in 2 months. Like seriously YOU HAVE A LIFE THAT WILL TOTALLY BE DEPENDANT ON YOU......(REALITY CHECK)

TEENAGE PREGNANCY

YOUNG GIRLS WHO DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO THEY ARE YET ARE CONSTANTLY GETTING PREGNANT. THE ONES WHO KEEP THEM GET SCORNED FOR LIFE AND THE ONES WHO KILL THEM (ABORTION AFTER ABORTION) GET TO KEEP THEIR DIRTY SECRET AND PRETEND THAT THEY ARE NOT PART OF "THAT GROUP" THEN YOU HAVE PEOPLE WHO REALLY DON'T PAY ENOUGH ATTENTION TO THE FACT THAT THEIR OWN DAUGHTER OR SON HAS BEEN PREGNANT AND JUST DIDN'T TELL YOU! AMAZING. AND I KNOW QUITE A FEW. THEN YOU HAVE THE PEOPLE WHO JUST AUTOMATICALLY THINK THESE GIRL ARE ON WELFARE. YES YOU DO HAVE SOME LAZY ONE WHO JUST WANT TO SIT ON THEIR BUTT AND LIVE OFF GOVERNMENT CHECKS. THERE ARE ACTUALLY YOUNG WOMEN WHO DIDN'T COME FROM SOME BAD NEIGHBORHOOD OR WHAT EVER THE STEREOTYPE IS, WHO WENT TO COLLEGE GOT CAREERS, AND ARE NOT SCORNED FOR LIFE JEEZ IF YOU ARE GONNA JUDGE PLEASE BEGIN TO USE SOME ETHICAL KNOWLEDGE AND START THINKING OUTSIDE OF YOUR LITTLE BOX...PLEASE. YOUNG GIRLS REALLY CHECK YOURSELF AND STOP GETTING PREGNANT YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GETTING INTO. SO OVER IT.......LET TALK ABOUT THE REAL PROBLEM. PARENTS NOT GETTING DOWN AND DIRTY. I ALL FOR REALITY CHECKS SO MY ADVICE LET YOUR TEENS SEE PICS OF ABORTIONS,SHOW THEM MEDICAL PHOTOS OF DISEASED "PRIVATE PARTS" LET THEM VOLUNTEER AT AIDS CLINICS, HOMELESS SHELTERS, MAN BE ABOUT REALLY INFLUENCING THEM TOT HE RIGHT WAY. ALL THIS IS REAL AND IT SEEMS THAT KIDS ARE JUST NOT UNDERSTANDING OR CARING.

EXCUSE TYPOS KINDA SICK AND REALLY TIERD

BAD DAY

Yea so i had a bad day at work to day, It only got worse ended with a headache and serious upset stomach as in walking around with that i want to vomit feeling...yeaaaa. I love my job i love being a nurse and i truly care for my fellow Nurse staff but I will not pretend i don't miss being home. I like getting up and walking my big baby to school, even though she drives me crazy @ times. I love being able to pick my daughter up every day and to be able to ask her, how was your day? what did you do in class? why does you hair look like it wasn't combed this morning? I love being able to get up and go anywhere to run my errands my groceries,clothes,finish paperwork and such things. I love hanging out with my sis in law who just had her 4th child and we talk mommy talk, cause I'm sorry some of you all who are my age, just aren't at this stage in life and def can not relate. I love having enough time to study! I love being with my husband all evening when he comes in my home feels complete. I feel at ease. I do have a choice to not work but not yet! I have to get some experience down my belt. I just really had a bad day at work and it made me just miss my role as a STAY AT HOME MOM AND WIFE!!! Tomorrow is a new day and I'm sure ill be in love with my job again until some one else pisses me off.

This Man is SiCk! I love it

Song i been humming this week.........

PALIN

PLEASE view this link and VOTE: I do think somthing is wrong at this moment the majority is YES to the question of her capability..................do VOTE i really want to see how this turns out

http://www.pbs.org/now/polls/poll-435.html


thanks to: www.monicamingo.com for the info

THe Black and White of things

Scenario: A black guy walks by the old white lady clutches her bag. A white guys walks by the old white lady doesn't even pay him any attention even though he has tattoos,red contacts, and tattered clothes.

Scenario if it were MO (me): a black guy walks by I clutch my purse, a white guy walks buy, i clutch my purse, a chines guy walks by, i clutch my purse,a woman walks by i clutch my purse, and if your BEHIND walks too close i might trip you.

Scenario: This actually happened to me, so I'm pulling up to a parking space in an upscale mall. two while ladies were walking away from their truck before i decided to park next to them. i jump out my car, the two hags turn around and double check to see if the door was locked after they seen me?? um I was dressed appropriately (trust some days i can look like a straight up BUM), my car obviously cost more than theirs, damn my wedding ring could damn near blind them.......now what could i have possible done to their car? I could be a millionaire it wouldn't matter I am not sorry that i cant run from my skin, i cant change it for you, and i WILL NOT change if i could, I'm not sorry that i speak better than you, I'm not sorry if you thought my people would always be below you, I am sorry that you didn't get to meet me in your earlier life because I believe I would changed your view on BLACKS. I am so proud of who I am where I came from so don't be intimidated well maybe you should depending how u approach me....

WHITE AND BLACK................

http://www.redroom.com/blog/tim-wise/this-your-nation-white-privilege

I THOUGHT IS WOULD BE INTERESTING TO READ........


TO BE HONEST I AM SO OVER THIS RACE ISHH...... ITS REALLY ANNOYING ITS AS IF WE CAN NOT JUST MOVE FORWARD BECAUSE WE ARE TO BUSY LABELING AND NOT LEARNING AND UNDERSTANDING ABOUT OTHER CULTURES......... PEOPLE ARE PEOPLE NO MATTER WHAT RACE OR COUNTRY OR WHAT EVER U ARE GOING TO FIND HIGHLY IGNORANT,POOR,RICH,HIGHLY EDUCATED....AND SO FORTH.... AND SOMEONE ONCE TOLD ME OBAMA WAS BLACK ENOUGH I ALMOST FELL OUT MY SEAT! HE REMINDS ME SO MUCH OF MY DADDY.......AND THE LAST TIME I LOOKED MY DADDY IS BLACK AND JAMAICAN AND ARTICULATE AND RESPECTABLE....... ANYHOW JUST CHECK OUT THE LINK....... I AM SUPPOSED TO BE NAPPING BEFORE WORK!

LATERZ

I love MY HAIR

I LOVE THE HAIR ON MY HEAD. YEA THE ONE I WAS BORN WITH. IT TOOK ME A LONG TIME TO ACCEPT A LOT OF THINGS ABOUT ME. MY SKIN, MY EYES, MY NOSE MY LIPS AND THIGHS, EVERY SPOT I LOVE. I WOULD NEVER CHANGE IT. SOOO I DECIDED TO FINALLY GO NATURAL. I HAD LONG NATURAL HAIR UNTIL ABOUT 17 WHEN I WAS COERCED TO GET A RELAXER. I WANTED TO LOOK LIKE EVERYONE ELSE AND IT BEEN DOWN HILL FROM THERE!!!! I ALREADY ROCKED A SHORT CUT (RELAXED) OVER THE SUMMER AND IT STARTED TO GROW BACK A LITTLE PASS THE NECK. i CUT A COUPLE INCHES OFF ON SUNDAY. I HAVE A HEEPING OF NEW GROWTH AND WILL MAKE AN APT AT A SOLON THAT SPECIALIZES IN CARING FOR NATURAL HAIR! AHHHH I'M EXCITED TO GET THE REAL ME BACK MY HAIR MY GENETIC MAKE UP PART OF MY IDENTITY.............

DUMB COMMERCIAL..GETS ON MY NERVE

LEHMAN BROTHERS, BANKRUPT? NOOO WAAAAAY

Oh my frikken goodness! Im sitting here studying for an an exam and channel 4 news is playing in the back ground. I look up intantly as i heard Lehman Brothers and bankrupt in the same sentence. There they were filming employees walking out of the building with their belongings packed in boxes,dufflebags, and so on. My heart almost jump out. All I could think of is that is some ones husband, that is someones DAD, that is someones someone. They interview a clean cut looking dude who seemed like the stress has gotten the best of him wearing some ol t-shirt. He looked like he wanted to fall into tears. So while he is talking I am thinking about my family. LIke does he have a wife do they own a home and still is paying mortage? does he have a daughter about to go to college or a son with medical problems that need costly care. Were they in the middle of fertility treatments which i know from first hand can COST THOUSANDS and THOUSANDS of dollars. I mean Is this really worth it? What my husband had to remind me a while back as we were talking about the great depression and just the history of wars was that after the war is over that is usually when business picks up things are booming again. So we all just need hold on much as you can save and make wise choices in this time.....God is a Blessing I can only say that im blessed beyond measure and I thank him so much for that I really CAN NOT complain. Check out the link below for more of the story.

http://www.cnbc.com/id/26708143

To Be or NOT to BE...... A GOd Parent that is

When was the last time you spoken to your God Parent? I think i can say for many of us It has been YEARS. Why the heck do we need God Parents anyway? To be honest I don't really thing half the people even know the duty of one. Is it to start a college fund help damn near raise the child? Shower the child with gifts after gifts after gifts. TO be honest i think that there is too much expected from a God parent and that is why a lot of them end up never really developing a relationship with the child or just stops where it started at the christening or baptism. I even think there are a lot of God Parents who just put too much on themselves. On the religious side, they are to encourage and help the growth and development of the child's FAITH. Yes you heard it right. To Keep them in their prayers, and to be able to support the parents by doing just that. I can tell you right now my God mother was the best i could ever had she was there when I needed her most she prayed for me, loved me unconditionally and fed me LOL with this miraculous little life I had inside me as a teenager. She sat down and talked to me she wanted to understand what i been through how I felt and to make sure my goal for college and career never ever became weak or distant. Which it NEVER did too strong for that. That is some one I love and care for. Out of the few that I have that is the only one I know. Same goes for my daughter. She knows who her God Mommy is. She knows that she can go to her to talk to and just maybe relax when she feels i and my husband are just getting on her nerves. Trev was chosen because she was young LIKE me had same upbringing like me and believed in the same things as I. I made the best choice. Some time she will call and say i been a bad God mommy i haven't been taking her every weekend. You know what I say? Girl that is OK. BRI has a MOM and a DAD and we are doing our JOB. She knows who you are and know what part you play. MOST like the CHILD will NEED them IN THEIR TEENAGE and PRE TEEN age years. SO those of you who feel God parents are to pick up your SLACK please STOP IT. THOSE of you who are in your god child's life and continue to do so.. I GIVE U a PAT on the BACK........ THOSE of you who have been asked, please take a seat back and think do you really want to do it? Don't take too many you will end up being neglectful. TO be asked is an honor. To keep accepting is just foolish. I can not wait for my one OFFICIAL God daughter becomes older so we can have real one on one talk.

Got this off a website...........

Christian Responsibilities of a Godparent

1. Pray for your godchild regularly
2. Set an example of Christian living
3. Help him/her to grow in the faith of God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, in which he was baptized
4. Give every encouragement to follow Christ and fight against evil
5. Help your godchild to look forward to confirmation.

Grey Hair......

" From Sex and The City episode 86"

Carrie: Ok, what is so important it couldn't wait?

Samantha: I found a grey hair.

Carrie:(With a mouth full of food) In the food?

Samantha: In my hair...down there.

How old were you when you got your first grey hair? Where did you notice it? What was your first reaction? What would you do if it was "down there"?

9/11.....in remembrance

IT'S GOOD TO SEE THAT MEN CAN PUT ASIDE THE CAMPAIGN TO PAY RESPECT TO THIS TRAGIC DAY..... BUT I STILL LOVE OBAMA

sO I WAS BROWSING YOUTUBE

AND STUMBLED ACROSS THIS...YOU SEE I AM A SUCKER FOR LOVE,RELATIONSHIPS,THE GROWTH,THE EFFORT THAT HAS BEEN PUT IN... AND IT IS A BEAUTIFUL THING, THIS THING CALLED MARRIAGE. CHECK IT OUT.




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-hg-24At8Vs

PEOPLE........

As much as crowds can annoy the heck out of me!!! I love to meet new people! I love to learn about YOUR life, your hard ships, your accomplishments, you feelings. I think that each human being is unique, amazing, powerful, to know we all started as infants who couldn't even feed ourselves and grow into independent beings is incredible. I mean each and every story in your life allowed you to view the world as you do! that is why we all have different opinions. Even if i never spoke to you in high school elementary, and so forth...trust me when i say i will openly greet you and genuinely care about how you have been, what have you been up to and how you feel. Its funny that i run into people with the negative comments and the screwface fake hello but I love you all anyways LOL I am a person who always believed that we are connected for a reason we went to the same school, church, lived in the same neighborhood....for a reason..... Hope You all have a WONDERFUL DAY!!! YOU Are AMAZING PEOPLE!

Ok..so you met a guy

ITs about 2:50 am and yes I am wide awake and that is sooo typical of me. As always I come home from work check my daughter while she sleeping and sit with my husband before he goes to bed.

I recognize from chatting with friends,strangers, family.....women I am always repeating this one piece of advice that will save you a lot of time wasted and heartache. When it comes to dating I would like to say most women have been in the most amazing,most hurtful,confusing,stressful,nerve recking, depressing, draining relationship. That one relationship that opened your eyes that one relationship that made u understand what YOU wanted And did NOT want in man. WHY, WHY do you go and find another guy that is the same awful thing as that one relationship? I always believed that you know first hand what kind of man you are dealing with. Some of you are in denial, or think that this one will change, or what ever kooky thing you may believe. Then after you have already identified the things that just isn't right, you still stay. BIGGEST MISTAKE. Once you detect certain things aren't right just let it go before it gets serious. Falling in love with a man like that will ruin you. Its easy to leave when you are not attached. Screw the fact that he may look super cute, or is "exciting", he wont be super cute and exciting when you have become an emotional wreck, due to his actions or lifestyle or moral that you chose to ignore............. Here is a simple equation you should keep in your head when those red flags start popping up as you start to get to know your new guy......Been There, Done That, Moved the Heck On = Happy

SO this is Blogging?

I had intentions of starting a blog but not this soon. I actually signed up to support a fellow blogger!! BUUUUT since I am here let me introduce my self to YOU! Where do I start? DO i start out with I was raised in strict household but was spoiled? or I got pregnant at 14? or wait how about this? My daughter's father was murdered? hmmmm sound a little much but its real and its MY LIFE! Now lets set the record straight I am not an under privileged poor child, nor was I ever neglected. I came from a middle class, Jamaican, young family who have education and very strong values. I was born and RAISED in the church! I am a Nurse, I was a stay at home MOM, My husband spoils me! I love my 8 year old daughter........and I am blessed! I am blessed to be able to live and tell the story of the things i went through. I am blessed to have met so many important beautiful people. I am blessed to have this strong POWERFUL presence about me that many people recognize! SO there that is what I can give you for now.... Tell me about YOU?